[PAST]: English Journal

In the name of Allah

the most Gracious

and the most Merciful~

can you feel what i feel now? 

am I sad? am I happy? am I no feeling -.-

perhaps this entry will be bahasa rojak*

teringat anis ask me, 

"is the word le exist in English?" 

i just noticed that human now is so creative.

 how can the word "the" is given a short form "le"

alahai*

i just want to show off this~

nice one right (?)

ini bukan aku pun yang buat -.-

my best buddy dekat KI tolong buat kan :')

untung kan ada kawan yang ringan tulang >.<

seriously, bangga ada kenangan tersendiri dengan kawan kita .__.

berlagak*

alhamdulillah~

sejak deactive facebook dan twitter rasa lagi bermakna life nie.

kesengalan senangkan hati*

even sebenarnya sampai masuk mimpi -.0

teruk kan kan kan (?)

laughing for myself*

this journal we need to submit every week.

even mula-mula saja istiqamah hantar tiap minggu -.-

perhaps, madam wished to see our improvement in writing.

yeah, I am proud to have this opportunity.

I can talk many thing and madam will gave me some advise

and proudly madam graciously gave me thumbs up (!)

my life is really interesting you know ^.^

oh, cukuplah angkat bakul hatta merepek meraban*

 sebenarnya kan kan kan (?)

aku terkejut baca journal ni.

tahu tak kenapa (?)

sila tengok gambar di atas punya atas bahagian my dream .__.

sedikit keraguan di situ.

adakah benar aku pernah bercita-cita nak jadi dentist sebenarnya (?)

-.-

aku tak sangka Allah perkenankan.

mungkin aku lupa aku pernah berdoa bersungguh-sungguh untuk impian aku itu.

standard lah, dulu baik sekarang kurengggg -.<

need to improve myself*

maka nikmat Allah manakah yang perlu aku dustakan (?)

sedar tak sedar~

Allah permudahkan segala-galanya.

bertahan untuk beberapa bulan lagi.

moga dipermudahkan Allah.

aku terpaksa berkorban segala-galanya untuk sem dua ini.

untuk tidak mensia-siakan peluang yang Allah bagi.

andai Allah tetapkan sesuatu yang lain

aku percaya memang sengaja Allah izinkan aku

merasai kemanisan hidup yang penuh dengan ujian :')

btw~

I am good in drawing too.

presenting~

nombor tak bermotif -.-

yang penting comel ._______.

stop talking about the past 0.0

cuti yang sungguh dipenuhi ilmu.

satu family jadi kaki buku.

mungkin taknak hidup bosan masa terbuang begitu saja :D

bajet*

no need to worry, aku tak baca buku yang akan ditanya dalam exam sem 2.

aku baca buku yang akan ditanya dalam exam akhirat :')

moga sama-sama dapat pointer tinggi-tinggi saat kehidupan yang kekal itu.

notakaki:

doakan aku berjaya selesaikan karya hasil buah tangan

mengenali adik angkat sendiri demi memberi kesedaran kepada masyarakat

betapa pentingnya erti kesyukuran .__.

syukran~

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.:: I am a simple human strive for success and also strive for ISLAM ::.

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[qwertyuiop]

In the name of Allah

the most Gracious

and the most Merciful~

maybe this entry is the sound of my heart~

just like a diary and totally this is not a fake.

actually, 

tomorrow I will seat for MUET paper

and you know what?

I want to cry cry and cry~

you will not understand how give up I am right now (!)

this is really too painful.

I cant understand myself anymore.

and this situation makes me not strong enough -.-

I know that my english is too many broken.

but, do I care (?)

perhaps by writing my hearts diary in this entry will give me some passion (!)

hopefully, for those who are so genius in this international language get off from this entry -.-

a deep sorry from me.

I believe that my housemates have a very impressive preparation.

and I need to admit that I feel really small when compared to them.

even I got A for SPM in English,

it is totally not enough :'(

am i too cruel (?)

let I tell you the truth~

I am not ready yet for MUET :'(

and because of this, 

I cant focus in my eleven minutes study (!)

reading (?)

praise to Allah~

i believe that only Allah can help me.

yes, I have done a good preparation for this.

doing 40 reading exercises.

and yeah, improving my vocab totally (!)

thanks Allah.

however,

I am just wondering (?)

am I too good in having relationship with Allah (?)

writing (?)

a factual writing (?)

praise to Allah too~

Allah gives me some advantage in thinking out of box.

however,

I am always worried about my vocabulary. 

and you know what (?)

my grammar in not too good, perhaps -.-

listening (?)

I need to admit that I am not good in this part -.-

crying*

once again, only Allah can help me (!)

"umi, kak lin rasa takut sangat sangat."

my mum only keep in silent.

and this reaction makes me more nervous.

let I tell you the truth~

I miss Allah too much :'(

I miss tazkirah too much~

how can I focus in my revision (?)

I ask my ex-kisasian friends~

have you prepared for MUET (?)

they just answer not yet~

this confusing me too~

am I the only one worry about MUET (?)

subhanallah~

only person who concern about me will read this entry.

yeah, i love you (!)

I am sorry~

i need to deactive my facebook and twitter.

I think the time has come~

the time to be selfish.

I do not want to concern about them who do not think I am important in this world.

yeah, I know I am nothing.

btw,

thanks to a "kind" boy~

because you are too kind to trow away my trust towards you.

I need to admit here that I adore you since form four.

but I am sorry~

when I asked Allah for the right path,

Allah showed me who are you actually (!)

please stop pretending.

I hope Allah will always be with you.

please,

Allah gives you too much knowledge about religion 

and you are perfect enough to give advise with a good fatwa

but I am sorry~

you are not good enough yet -.-

I think my dear friend who is otai enough is better then you in respecting girls :')

this is not your false

but my false (!)

I am absolutely nice in making conclusion bout you at first.

last but not least~

all of us can be a good pretender

but dont forget that He is looking at us right now (!)

syukran~

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.:: I am a simple human strive for success and also strive for ISLAM ::.

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[CHINA] : LAOSHI

In the name of Allah

the most Gracious

and the most Merciful~

salam satu malaysia (!)

biar gambar menceritakan kegembiraan aku >.<

best kan (?)

best kan kita sama-sama dapat rasai tengok gambar ciptaan Allah.

laughing*

aku pun hanya tengok gambar ini dengan penuh keterujaan.

bukan aku yang pergi beijing -.-

tapi~

aiman belajar dekat Beijing Foreign Studies University

:')

siapa aiman (?)

actually aku pun baru kenal aiman.

sebulan baru mungkin -.-

tapi jarang2 saja bersembang dekat laman sosial

( macam nk cari jodoh pulak )

alhamdulillah~

semalam dan hari ini sembang panjang lebar pulak.

macam dah kenal lama saja -.-

like a boss*

whats (?)

kenal melalui laman sosial (!)

ape ke hal yobbb.

ada ruangan sahabat pena kah (?)

HAHA.

aku kenal aiman mula2 sebab terjumpa twitter aiman.

sekian*

.___.

aku terjumpa twitter aiman

usai selesai solat maghrib.

"Ya Allah, berikanlah aku petunjuk-Mu yang jelas."

detik aku dalam hati dalam sujud terakhir solat maghrib tu.

klik twitter aiman~

dan

ada sesuatu yang menarik perhatian saya di wall aiman :')

nakal*

sekian sudah kenangan perkenalan*

.____.

this is too sweet for me :')

baru perasan tentang ini -.-

thanks aiman :')

dear aiman,

walau bagaimanapun cara Allah kenalkan kita

lin hargai sangat-sangat pinjaman persahabatan yang Allah hadiahkan ni.

semoga persahabatan yg tak seberapa ni

diredhai Allah selalu

saling mengingati dalam meraih kasih-Nya.

memang sedap lagi lazat berceloteh dengan aiman.

macam bercerita dngn kekasih.

HAHA.

lama sangat aku tak merepek meraban.

Allah hantar Aiman utk ceriakan aku (!)

thanks Allah <3

jatuh cinta dengan beijing <3

hye aiman (!)

salam ukhuwah :')

moga satu hari nanti dapat bersemuka.

peace*

>.<

last but not least,

angkat spek naik ke atas sikit ala-ala skema*

thanks sebab berjaya pengaruhi buat .___.

haha :D

notakaki:

pinjam gambar-gambar yang aiman hantar pagi tadi tanpa kebenaran.

sorry .___.

bayar dengan pahala gembirakan org yg baca blog ni yerk. 

senget*

syukran~

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.:: I am a simple human strive for success and also strive for ISLAM ::.

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